If you are broken, let yourself be
All the way broken. Cracked open
Like an egg on a hot pan.
Not neatly even, a clean break—
But a messy, reluctant cracking
As if done by a child,
Not hard enough.
The pieces of shell on thick little digits
And the yolk blending into,
Separating out of
The white,
Speckled with bits of jagged exterior.
If that's you,
Let it happen all the way.
Feel the separation.
How it's not so different
From the blending.
It is better to be scrambled in the light
Than to rot in the darkness.
No one's ever said
Giving birth feels good.
The definition of growth is death
With birth.
If you are broken,
Thank the pieces that have broken off,
And let it be unknown.
Surrender to not knowing.
Accept confusion as an answer.
Stop searching for the end game,
The next phase,
The omelette.
If you're broken,
Be.
© Lauren Winder
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